Love

There are so many things I want to say And paint I want to scream so loud that my voice reaches eons into the future I want to break so hard that I have nothing left to break for I want to cry until there’s no tears left to shed I want to let it all out. So I can breathe. And finally step forward. I have this ideal version of me where I can wake up in the morning and have enough time to do everything I want to do. But I know that’s not true. That’s not human. But I will try.

God gave me a gift And then sabotaged it I chased after it And it burned. God made sure I could see values God made sure I’d marvel at his creations God gave me a pencil to start with And I drew without cessation. God made sure I could see color God made sure I’d try to recreate them God gave me a paintbrush to start with And I painted mayhem. But God had a plan He saw his child dancing with joy At finding a purpose in life He made it a lesson. See God knew that when I drew A

I am stupid because I am safe Darling I must ask You, to forgive me When you are near I forget me. When I see you My eyes soften When you’re near me My smile peaks through I feel better Around you I feel calmer And breathe easier Too Darling forgive me For I forget myself When I’m with you. -- BlackFox

Those eyes Hiding in plain sight Watching you at your side As you move We are in tune Watching you at your side I miss you. You live and work and walk You move and breathe and talk You smile and play and lock your eyes with mine You come by And stay at my side You sacrifice Your time To intertwine Yours with mine. I love you. You live you life apart from mine Yet make room to love me. Like I’m an important aspect Of your reality. So I lay my eyes on you As you do what you w

Loving gentle heart How screwed you must be, To have opened up so much & have so many casualties. Still, you love, don’t you? Loving gentle heart How troubled you must be, To have trusted someone & it broken so easily. Still, you trust, don’t you? Loving gentle heart How scared you must be, To have let someone in & they hurt you so brutally. Still, you speak, don’t you? No. Speak less. Trust less. Love, less. No longer selfless. Loving gentle heart You are still, A loving ge

Sweet Rockstar Running down my throat Lying back in the seat Feeling like I float Warm leather on my back Sun touching my legs Feeling warm inside Ignoring all texts Singing with the music Feeling the sun This would be my hiding place If i ever were to run Warm food in my stomach Warm boy on my chest Watching anime today Feeling quite blessed To feel so warm And have this space With room to lie And let my face Relax You are safe Sleep You are okay . Do not go today … . Pleas

My heart screams for you. Your memories make my heart full The small moments we took for granted When we watched all the movies And rested under the tree When we slumbered together You made my heart happy I remember thinking As you laid on me How much I’d miss this feeling So close as we breathe Doing nothing unholy Just being and living We loved each other so With simple loves We stayed believing That we needed No deeper meaning But to love so dearly Holding each other

Warm hands on my body Yours perfect on mine Electric kiss, soft grip Your eyes full on something I can’t describe why Every kiss was sweet Every touch with heat Every look concise Every movement precise It felt out of this world Absolutely magical As if we were in our own world Alone together Everything else melted away As you did under my care Feeling you move I wanna lay with you Dance with you Feel your hands on my hips Feel your mouth on my lips Need your skin on my skin

Madre mia de mi corazón Llena de amor y de expresión Es difícil de encontrar Un regalo para alegrar Tu tiempo y tu vida Quería darte una sonrisa Y como no encontre algo físico Fui con algo mas lirico Soy poeta, y decidí Hacer algo para ti Para la reina de la casa Que siempre tiene razón Para una mujer Con mucha ambición La que trabaja desde el amanecer La he llegado a conocer Es mi madre con tanto amor Que trabaja con fervor Para asegurarse de que estemos bien Para cuidarnos,

Tonto enamorado Idiota sincero Tu que tanto creías En el amor verdadero Te traiciono tu corazón Y nunca lo viste Te dijo en tu cara El amor no existe Pero cómo es posible? Los besos Las caricias No era su amor Te estaba usando Para olvidar su dolor Ella es cruel No tiene corazón Te tratamos de advertir Pero perdiste la razón Eras tan feliz Con una sonrisa grande Quién éramos nosotros Para arruinarte Tu entusiasmo La ilusion Ella te llevo A la perdicion Y tu la dejaste Ha

I miss you lover boy. You are not my 3am thoughts. You are my every day when I replay All the times you chose to stay. -- BlackFox

Goodnight to the brown haired boy Who ignores me every hour To not bug him more, Takes quite a lot of power Hearing the silence, I want to yell louder. I am here for you boy And I always will be And I will wait here for you Until you are ready. -- BlackFox

written Mar. 1, 2022 What shall be of our love, my love? Lover of my soul and keeper of my heart? Will it stay the same, or will it change anew Will our love be remembered, or will we just be known as me n you? Do people know even now? So simple, our love To be present even in the smallest of actions I feel it so In the sweaters you give me and in the hand that I hold In the music you share with me and in the stories you’ve told In our walks to class and our little lunch naps

written Nov. 20, 2021 I didn’t realize then How much I missed you I knew I missed you But I didn’t realize, How much. How I missed your scent In my nose Or you Keeping me on my toes To get lost In the forest of your eyes Oh It is not wise To fall in love even more With the soft kisses on my hand To be at the mercy Of your every command No, it’s dangerous. But what love is dangerless? Is it wrong? To feel these butterflies? Must I be hidden? In a disguise? Hiding my feelings I

written Nov. 10, 2021 She’s nicer when her boy’s around, Colder when he’s gone. Hard to handle on her own, Mighty frightening when he’s gone. Anger issues are a thing, He helps her calm down. Shoulders tensed, eyes are dark, Not when he’s around. He helps her think and helps her breathe, So when he’s gone she is in need. Of her boy who makes her smile, Who gives her hugs and for a while, Relieves her thoughts of the dark Let's her live and ignites her spark. He gives her comf

written Jan. 10, 2021 I closed my eyes, for luck, and let it fly. And when I opened my eyes, I found it embedded in your heart. My arrow had stricken you, right in the center, like it had chosen you from the very start; and there it stuck. It wouldn’t budge, as if holding on for dear life. This has never happened before. Usually, as quickly as it could rip into one was as quickly as it could be pulled out, but not this time. So there it stays, after tries and tries aga