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There are so many things I want to say And paint I want to scream so loud that my voice reaches eons into the future I want to break so hard that I have nothing left to break for I want to cry until there’s no tears left to shed I want to let it all out. So I can breathe. And finally step forward. I have this ideal version of me where I can wake up in the morning and have enough time to do everything I want to do. But I know that’s not true. That’s not human. But I will try.

Little things matter To me. I don’t care for much. I watch things pass. Letting them last However long they want to. I’ve looked through the past Scoured through All the memories I’ve had to Look more than twice at. What once moved me To my feet Or too my knees Has no longer that effect On me. Maybe it’s the work of time, Or my consciousness moving on. Regardless. The things that haunted me, Don’t, anymore. I feel I’ve looked back too long. Still walking those halls, Pa

I am stupid because I am safe Darling I must ask You, to forgive me When you are near I forget me. When I see you My eyes soften When you’re near me My smile peaks through I feel better Around you I feel calmer And breathe easier Too Darling forgive me For I forget myself When I’m with you. -- BlackFox

Those eyes Hiding in plain sight Watching you at your side As you move We are in tune Watching you at your side I miss you. You live and work and walk You move and breathe and talk You smile and play and lock your eyes with mine You come by And stay at my side You sacrifice Your time To intertwine Yours with mine. I love you. You live you life apart from mine Yet make room to love me. Like I’m an important aspect Of your reality. So I lay my eyes on you As you do what you w

I am okay. That is not something I thought I would ever say, with peace. Maybe I am numb. But at this point in time, I am not in pieces. I think that is good. I am breathing. I am working. And soon, I am leaving. I am going to a place that will embrace my potential. A place, just semi confidential. For me, this is essential. As an artist I will get my credentials. I am excited for the coming start. Starting goodbyes even now. Little by little I am retreating. I want to leave

I am dancing in a sea of music The melody lulls and persuades me I don’t want to leave My priorities call out to me But the music yells louder I want to keep dancing And get lost to the beating Of my own heart As it flutters with every step I take More and more. I don’t want to stop. In the back of my mind I know what to do But I feel blindfolded to only see What’s right in front of me The music grows louder But it doesn’t hurt me It fills my lungs And tickles my skin I want

Sweet Rockstar Running down my throat Lying back in the seat Feeling like I float Warm leather on my back Sun touching my legs Feeling warm inside Ignoring all texts Singing with the music Feeling the sun This would be my hiding place If i ever were to run Warm food in my stomach Warm boy on my chest Watching anime today Feeling quite blessed To feel so warm And have this space With room to lie And let my face Relax You are safe Sleep You are okay . Do not go today … . Pleas

I am in this new place And I am doing all right I could thrive But I hesitate. Why? I am in a good place I am in a light phase I am in a believing way That I can. Do everything. I set my mind to. I know what I must do. I know what it will come to. I must sacrifice nothing overly important. So why? Do I. Still.. Hesitate. Why must I wait? For something that’s been on my plate For years? Longing for me to take the bait. Still, I wait. -- BlackFox

Warm hands on my body Yours perfect on mine Electric kiss, soft grip Your eyes full on something I can’t describe why Every kiss was sweet Every touch with heat Every look concise Every movement precise It felt out of this world Absolutely magical As if we were in our own world Alone together Everything else melted away As you did under my care Feeling you move I wanna lay with you Dance with you Feel your hands on my hips Feel your mouth on my lips Need your skin on my skin

Madre mia de mi corazón Llena de amor y de expresión Es difícil de encontrar Un regalo para alegrar Tu tiempo y tu vida Quería darte una sonrisa Y como no encontre algo físico Fui con algo mas lirico Soy poeta, y decidí Hacer algo para ti Para la reina de la casa Que siempre tiene razón Para una mujer Con mucha ambición La que trabaja desde el amanecer La he llegado a conocer Es mi madre con tanto amor Que trabaja con fervor Para asegurarse de que estemos bien Para cuidarnos,

I’m tired and cold Wanna be cool and bold I’m anxious and sad Wanna be alright and mad. I want to look intimidating And put together But right now I’m just weakened By cold weather Huddled up and shivering Not standing up and facing Whoever stands in my way Will move aside I say For no one takes kindly To a woman who does not stray From her path From her goal Takes her aim And strikes her foes Walks forward Needs no bow Just standing there she will show That she is strong a

Am I happy, or am I fake? Am I at peace, or am I about to break? Who knows, my smile, it shows I’m happy, right? My mind is calm My body is dancing The calm, before the storm? The high, before the low? But I feel content I have no reason to question There’s just something small That I want to mention When people say they noticed a change When they smile at my self, being okay When I see them laugh and smile Have I tricked them? And me? Just to see? A little giggle A warm emb

written Jun. 28, 2022 I will work as a Painter. If I can’t work as a painter, I’ll work as a Sketch Artist. If I can’t work as a sketch artist, I’ll work as a Poet. If i can’t work as a poet, I’ll work as an Author. If I can’t work as an author, I’ll work as a Photographer. If i can’t work as a Photographer, I’ll work as a Musician. Who knows where I’ll end up. Maybe I’ll be one Or maybe I'll be all. But what ever I will be, I know I will be working in the Arts. This is my

written May 20, 2022 Sour sweet the goodbyes All comes to an end A new life awaiting Just around the bend We may remember And look at the past But nothing will be the same As it was last. We move on And we live our lives We come back and we socialize. Will we? Will we come back and live together? Will we hold on to our tether? One another we became A group of 8 full of flame Full of attitude and full of fun With others too a web we spun. We lived our lives as one And now all

written Mar. 1, 2022 What shall be of our love, my love? Lover of my soul and keeper of my heart? Will it stay the same, or will it change anew Will our love be remembered, or will we just be known as me n you? Do people know even now? So simple, our love To be present even in the smallest of actions I feel it so In the sweaters you give me and in the hand that I hold In the music you share with me and in the stories you’ve told In our walks to class and our little lunch naps

written Nov. 9, 2021 Music seems to find me Wherever I go I’ve been noticing Both fast, and slow In someone’s talk Or in their laugh I hear beats and see notes It’s nice to rejoice To hum and sing, To dance and move To all these wonderful tunes Both in my head And out of it I’ve gathered the music And surrounded it It surrounds me And I could never be happier. -- BlackFox

written Jan. 10, 2021 I closed my eyes, for luck, and let it fly. And when I opened my eyes, I found it embedded in your heart. My arrow had stricken you, right in the center, like it had chosen you from the very start; and there it stuck. It wouldn’t budge, as if holding on for dear life. This has never happened before. Usually, as quickly as it could rip into one was as quickly as it could be pulled out, but not this time. So there it stays, after tries and tries aga

written Aug. 6, 2020 Taking a walk at night is very dangerous, but that doesn’t stop me from thinking about it. Seeing through the dark, the quiet time, a beautiful breeze, a calming moment. Even if I went with friends, I’d like to enjoy the quiet a little bit. How different night is from day. So very peaceful. I wish to one day walk, not alone, but to walk, and one day see the dark. To feel the breeze wash over me, and to feel my problems drift away. -- BlackFox