You've Done Enough

written Nov, 11, 2020

TW: sexual harassment and assault

This is hard

I confess

It's all too much

All this stress

I was fine

I had my flame

Then it happened

Now it's tame

Thanks to you

I have pain

You're on me now

A bright black stain

Don't come closer

Don't want you near

I said back off

Can't you hear?

I'm done today

For sure I know

It wasn't my fault

Cause I said no.

I got out.

Didn't like the feel

It's processed now

And it's all too real

Don't like what happened

Now I'm a mess

Talked to guys

Now I talk less

You did this

I'm not my best

You're in my head

This I detest

Your lot of persuasion

It fell like rain

Blurred my vision

But what did you gain?

You got a bit

But still

Not enough

To have your fill

I know your way

I'm not impressed

Won't play your games

Won't get undressed

You message me

You want to talk

Won't leave me be

Won't let me walk

You've done enough

Don't you think?

Leave me alone

Forget our link

Because of you

I'm not good

You yanked me back

From where I stood

Strangers, friends,

classmates and family

I really almost

Lost my sanity

Because of you

I questioned Everyone

No longer felt safe

With anyone

Do you know

That fear?

When you feel

You near?

It hits you

Like a strike

Feel your heartbeat

Start to spike

Don't want to play

Please stay away

My mental health

Begins to stray

. . .

So please leave me be

And please don't come back

I really don't want

Another panic attack.

-- BlackFox