The Wish to Go.

written Jan. 3, 2020

TW: allusion to self-deleting

You wish to go, you want to go

but time is never right.

There is always something, someone

that holds on very tight.

You say “As soon as it’s done, as soon as they're gone’

‘Then I’ll go, and I’ll say goodbye.”

But as soon as it’s done, as soon as they’re gone,

another thing, another person, catches your eye.

Someone with problems, someone who needs you,

something that deserves your attention.

So you tend to it, you help them out,

you take part in the ascension.

And then, you think you’re done,

you think you can leave.

But oh, what is that you see?

Ah, ANOTHER thing..

But this time, you make up your mind and you decide,

to let go of what you see.

But oh, What is that, Who is that?

You know you can help, oh you know you can’t just

LEAVE IT BE.

And so the cycle goes,

you always go on,

to another problem,

to which you cast your help upon.

You shall always live, you shall always breathe,

for one goal will always lead.

And so you make peace with the fact that death shall not be,                                                    Because someone or something, shall always be in need.

-- BlackFox