BHoaBP

written Jan. 17, 2020

TW: mention of self-harm

I make people wanna get up in the morning. It’s hard for me.

I make people get food. I don’t eat myself sometimes.

I’ve helped many survive. I can barely survive myself.

I help people live while I’m dying. 

I go against violence, but it’s always on my mind.

I am there for a lot of people while dealing with my problems alone.

I help people overcome self harm knowing I might get “scratches” on my body too.

I encourage peaceful de-stress, while hiding my bruised to the bone knuckles.

I stand up for people, and collapse on my own.

I make people strong, being weak.

I do my best to help others, because I cannot help myself.

This is the Beautiful Hypocrisy of a Broken Person.

-- BlackFox