Dumbstruck Once Again

written May. 5, 2021

Oh how bad is my luck

Once again left dumbstruck

I thought I was better

I thought I was safe

But as it turns out

Everyone makes mistakes

Again I’ve been brought 

To a state of unease

This worry is back

Like a fighting disease

He made a mistake

And it brought me to shock

It brought me to tears

And caused me to rock

It was a hard hit

How unexpected it came

And when he realized what happened

It brought him to shame

He did something

That reminded me

Of every other boy

The promised to be

Good, safe, sweet and calm

He had me semi tricked

But i semi knew better

And knew no one was perfect

Still though i wished

This it was true

That our wholesome moments

Would not go askew

But alas

That did not happen

The bright flag came

As loud as a cannon

So loud it was

It was all I could hear

And for a few minutes,

Everything else, disappeared

But when I came to

And I regained my head

I realized pretty soon

That my love was not dead

I won't forget what happened

But i will forgive

I’ll give it another chance because

I want our love to live.

-- BlackFox