Alone

I am alone now

In this place

Within my space

Digging my own grave

Of dead relationships

I stopped fighting for

They drained me

So much so

That I couldn’t live

Knowing so

How I felt better alone

Or so I thought

I don’t miss them that much

But I kind of wish

I’d kept some

I didn’t break them all off

Just simply stopped replying

Stopped complying to just memes

Over and over again

There was no conversation

No time for desolation

I was at work

I did my shit

And relationships

Just started to drift

Nothin much more than that

Only one that i didn’t do that to.

It was a boyfriend

My boyfriend

Whom I saved from myself

Such a noble cause

I was selfishly taken

From the one who loved me.

By me.

I took me.

Because I didn’t want love anymore

It hurt too much

Then became a bore 

I went numb and forgot

What I was fighting for

-- BlackFox